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love..fafa

HOLLA

its december, so d year 2008 will end soon! cepatnya!?! huh.. soo i guess i’ll be going back to kl soon…huu..i want m0oree holiday! but im excited n somehow I miss my coursemates too! hehe..there goes, next sem is our last sem in mktb rite cohort 4! so let us make it meaningful n FUN okaaYh. hehe. will meet u guys soon.

so, here i am in ‘my room messy room’. huh,with a cup of hot tea, my lappy n my kucin by my side. cant ask for more! i miss home, its been like 10 days i left home. i went back to tawau for raya haji. Its a wwiillddd and unexpected trip @ vacation… which turns out to be also one of the best family gathering ever.A loong journey since we used d car, not airplane. huuu.. some interesting happenings along d journey a.k.a vacation.;p

~~we was suppose to stay one nite at my uncle’s house in kk b4 leavin for tawau, but tgk2 my uncle plak yg btolak to tawau dulu dat morning, so we had to drive faster to catch up wif them dat day. but we failed.;p

~~ we HAD to stay overnite in telupid, d boarder btwn sandakan n telupid i think. know why?! cuz we ran out of gas! we didnt refill in ranau n was suppose to refill in telupid, but tgk2 the gas station tutup!

n our gas dh near E, mmg xkan smp tawau dat nite. kna tgu gas station tu buka in d morning plak. i was sooo bumped cuz i want to reach tawau dat nite jgak, but it turns out that the resthouse is quite nice n cool!

Enjoyed d stay there. =D

~~i cried when i met my grandparents after not meeting them for almost 2 yrs! gosh. Uuuhh.i know its not interesting.;p

~~its somehow a family gathering, there are 5 families altogether there, total of 23 ppl of us. so, masak byk2, tidor bsepah2, d livin room was full! rooms too,so ada yg tido near d kitchen hall. ;p bubyee…2 thn lagi baru gathering!

~~ adek kecik@ my lolipop yg mmg close to me since she was verryyy small, mmg mlekat ja wif me,we eat together, sleep 2gether, i mandikan dia, dress her up n put some make up on,she is sooo like me, haha.. it feels likehaving my own daughter.haha.its a fun xperience! miss u already adek kecik!

~~i can ride a motorbike now! ;p jom rempiiit..

~~ the results of d exam kluar msa i was in tawau bsuka ria wif my family.so hati tercabut la!!! soo nervous n afraid! but syukur la it turn out well.

~~ d journey back smua ok, but it took 12 hours, 6 am we gerak n 6pm smp kk, we stop in kundasang n sh0p. berkabus n sejukk sgt! my bum bum sakit sbb duduk for 12 hours haha

~~jamming session in uncle sulong house, i played drum, keyboard, guitar n sing. haha.uncle n sis is good with deir keyboard. so im the singer. blasah saja! mmg sumbang! Haha but we had greeaaaattt fun.;p

~ i drive once during the looong journey.ssh rupanya drive lama nih. ngantok! wif all d big trucks passing by n speeding cars. huh.

there goes some facts.=D

yesterday, 15.12.08. the ANNUAL PICNIC was held. hehe but not many of us were here, not like last year’s picnic. There were only 7 of us but gosh. d laughter n bIsingNess are Still SO LOUD! xpecially ismawanie la ktawa kuat ;p

~pagi2 pegi umah ani masak.the menu, spaghetti,ayam,nugget, sandwich,puding, kropok2.kacang2.

~ we catch up on with each other stories n gossips.;p its suprising kan gurls how things change in just a year, n maybe next year when we meet up we will be discussing bout getting a job.huh.how we grow up soo fast.

~we changed our sitting position a few times cuz of the ants la,kucing la.! so many of it. hehe. its soo funny!

~ then we all go to my house. lepak2 sana.take mooreee pics! pics melompat tu susah sikit. sakit kaki lompat still x dpat2 haha.;p

~at about 5 baru smua balik.then mlm i have to go to karate lagi tuh…

~~ i enjoyed d picnic n chilling session with u gurls! insyaallah jmpa lagi next year.dont forget this annual picnic okaaayh! hehe.take care for now. good luck for d new sem okay gurls! chia yo! muax

~im trying to move on.gettin myself busy wit stuff. adrian n i are bestfriends.still in touch n look after one another.=D but.its hard, i cant deny it. hard to act normal n just be ‘friends’ tho inside, i feel diffrent. anyway. be strong fa! dats wat ppl always tell me. i appriciate dat n clearly having great friends, mom n sis wit me help a lot! thanks. =)

ouh my..time fly so so fast.that i cudnt catch up..=(

after the ouh-so-hard exam and my homecoming to sweet lil labuan…i spent my holidays..duin b0ring stuff..n my mom pula asyik outstation.kl-trengganu-kl-swak..so i ended up being alone.huh.sux..them babes n gurls pun xda sini..

~adrian came back last sunday…n after dat we met up…we had a lil talk..n there goes.we end it..=( oh gosh.it hurts deeply when i remember dat day..=(

we have been thinkin over this matter for quite some time for now n we think that this is the best for us. yes..both of us decide n both of us agree that we need to end this wonderful relationship..cuz of the diff religions..=(( thats the barrier n before it gets too serious n deep.mayb for now..this is the best for us..=((

~im..kinda glad that we can still be the best of friends adrian, like we used to be before kan…i wish u all the best.im always here for u if u need anythin..i need time to..recover and adjust..now i cant be dependant to my dear adrian like i used to do..i have to be indipendant now..huh..=(

~im trying to be strong..trying to face n accept the harsh reality..yess…all i can say is im TRYING…=(..thanks for evrything.for the super happy yearsss we had together…n i’ll cherish it n i will never ever forget it.. ouh..=(( i just dont know what to say n what to do..=(

~now..im..blur n lost n i dont know..try to live..sis is comin home tonite..n my babes to..hope..i can cheer myself when i meet them..uh.so now.im going to my ’sad’ land n cry myself to death..urgh..i mean sleep..huhu.. pray for me dat i’ll be strong to face this lost in my life.=(

holLa.
im here with my mum..sumwhere in kajang..booring la this place but many students from Uniten..hot ones i mean..=p haha..so nuthin much to do but online.tv.sleep n watch tv..ouh yea..read notes for d test..=p~again…im in the mood to type n express myself ( ye keee) hehe..going few weeks back..busy with loaads of simulated teaching…speaking-listening and also approaches..phew~~..soo relief its over..overall im satisfied with the work done.. thanks to my partners…gowrey.syima.bee guat and cek ti..=D pleasure working with u gurls..!

~yeah..some shiiiieeeet did happen to me…well..sissY boy punYe incident.. luckily i didnt smack my heel on his head..if not..it wud damage his brain..OUh no..i forgot..he DONT HAVE A BRAIN..n plus he’s..ouh i mean SHE’s a gurl..xkan nk pukul kuat2kan..kang menanges plak..mengadu..BAJU koyak pun nak mengadu..haha.sampah! manusia paling cowarD-cakap berbelit yg aku penah Jmpa..like adrian says..’tolongla jgn panggil dia ‘lelaki’..memalukan kaum lelaki ja..hehe..yeah..dia bukan lelaki..dia SISSY..=D….hurm..then my laptop nye charger plak bwat hal..have to buy a new one..huuuuu..!!

~ guess..dats all d shieettss dat happen..heheh..yg laen.smua besh! happy! lovely moments!.. karaoke ngan my guppies n clan..thanks a bunch.we did xpress our feelings n anger during d so called singing a.k.a shouting session..=p … the konvoi to my lecturers house in kajang..besh when we get to meet our lecturers and their family..then..my sis n i meet up n catch up on some hot gossips…there goes also kak hanim’s open house n we met abang ‘lemang’..siap smpt buat bisnes deal lagik.konon2 nk bwat shirts hehek..~ the B.ed council meeting was held last week. n yeay safri is still d chairman! n some new ajk..gud luck..n im looking forward to d activities..such as the sports day..n the dinner. but hey..dinner tu of course for Cohort 4 only kan..=D cuz its the last sem we’re in maktab..god! come to think of it..it really makes me sad to leave maktab..n kinda afraid how life in UM wud be kan..

~~the m0st exciting n happy thing dat happened was…the HUJAN’s showcase..memula..smua guppies nk pegi.but cuz of d holiday..just ryna n me..n nut n imnie..n suprisingly, my hubby adrian wanna go…well..he’s not the type yg layan all this gig n band stuff..but he insisted to go..tho i kinda try to make him think twice..=p haha.. so last saturday we went to times square for some bfast..then jalan2 lepak dkat pavilion..best! n then head to planet hollywood..only at 3 pm mcm tuh boleyh masuk…before dat dh jmpe noh…on our way to the toilet…aaa…melting2…his eyes..=p

theN.took some pics with the band members…the opening act was Coco (the singer is h0t too..with his husky voice!!) then free love..really cool music! and then my fav..HUjan starts the show.. smua lagu yg dia nyanyi bessshhh..i was like..dancing n jumping n singing along all the time..yes! mmg exhausted but it was all worthed! n i have my adrian by my side all the time…he protects me from the guys yg keep on pushing n kinda ‘lost’ in their own world masa layan musik tuh..i love u sayang for daT..i know u went to the showcase to ensure that im safe..=D well..dats our first n last gig together..=((

~the gig was a blast..minum2 sat..beli sticker hujan.then imnie laa..org nk interview dia..dia lari…so i was wearin hujan’s shirt..so they interview me..haha..jackpot sungguh..then klua planet..amek pix lagi puas2 kt luar..tv9 plak nk interview n swuh buat shout out kt HUjan..jackpot lagiee…=p balik tuh..masing2 bpecah.me n my hubby..yg laen smua g mane ntah..hehe… we had dinner together n then pegi lowyat to buy the new charger he went home.. missh u much sayangku..=p

now..im here…doing nuthin.just xpressing my thoughts n feeling…november is approaching n soo many thing will be going on..the final exam. my 21st buffday..the holiday…n the thing i hate most..losing him… gosh.i just wish we have more time sayang.i really do. n thinking bout that time is approaching..makes my heart really hurts..=( pleasee..give me the strenght..to face all this..=) i know i can.huh..fafa..raise ur head up high! esok im going back to cheras..n meeting my sayang.. hope it will turn out well..=D

thats all i can say for now…pray for the best! yeay..mUux… -fafa-

well..

its 3.30 am..n its cold…n im sleepy

im actually in LCCT…hahah..it seems like my Mama…silap bg info to me..she said im g0ing back on saturday n will be back to kl on monday.(flight full 0k.=p)

but then..she said ada silap..i balek on sunday n the flight is at 7.30 am! yeeeeeehaaaa..hahah!!so sah sah la i have to stay overnite here cuz if esok pagi bru nak come 2 d airport mmg x smpt leee..

~~im lucky i have my sis..wif me.so x la boring mo maMpus..we online2.tgk movie.online lagi.lepak coffee bean.lepak mcd.usha org..hahha..FUN! i had an interesting day also today..sayang came n agree t0 go n teman me shopping (last minute) for raya..my mom la pesan moreee kuih raye n etc! so im lucky adrian ada.leh tolg angkat barang2..hehhe.sowi syg..haa..he said he really wanted to see n xperience shopping nye situation mase nk raye nih..haha..when he went thru it..muke masam.x tahan panas n the crowd is filthy ramai.hahah! but im very very happy u came sayang.since we never go shopping raya together..thanks sgt2 bie. ..=) then we bebuka bsama..before he went back t0 Upsi.n i get ready to come here… cian syg x balik raya harharharhambar..

gonna mish Kl for a week or so..=p hope this raya..will give me strength.to go on with life.tho..it feels very empty evry raya since arwah baba pass away.=(( Ya Allah.give my family n i the strength to face another ‘empty’ raya without my baba…to my frens. enjoy ur raya ye..mintak maaf zahir n batin(kalau ada)=p..

now.i wanna go figure n think bout wat to do.to pass my time..cant wait to be h0me in labuan!!! mom wait for me.. bybye n dats all f0r now…have a nice holiday!! muax

*pats ur back* U’ve been TAGGED
( i h a t e t h i s u k n o w ! )1. The person who tag/pass you is?
+ cheezy nut.
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2. Your relationship with her/him is?
+ my good friend.to protect me from ryna!haha
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3. Your five impression of her/him?
+ tall.cantek
+ unique
+ garang..tp xtau la skang kan.=p
+blur
+love watching movies.loves batman!
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4. The most memorable thing she/he had done for you?
+ when she drives aall d way to d airport..wif d guppies just to say goodbye to me n console me. when my dad past away.it means a lot!
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5. The most memorable thing she/he had said to you?
+ dlm dunia ada dua jenia manusia.haha
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6. If she/he become your lover you will?
+ ey boleeeh.boleeeh..leyh layan movie smp mata tcabut..=p
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7. If she/he become your lover, thing she/he has to improve on will be?
+ she have to be a ‘he….hehe
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8. If she/he become your enemy, you will?
+ i will..sabotaj her car.masokkan dlm longkang.haha
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9. If she/he become your enemy, the reason will be?
+ well..dats impossible.maybe its my fault.who knows..errkk..ko benci aku ke nad..Kite enemy ke skang nih..?? hehheehe
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10. The most desired thing you want to do for her/him now is?
+ shopping.movie lagik!
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11. Your overall impression of her/him is?
+she’s kind.she’s loving.she cares for d ppl she loves.but she rarely shows it..=)
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12. How you think people around you will feel about you?
+ im always being myself.d talkative.crazee.freaky.kalut fafa..so wat ppl around me feels bout me doesnt even count.as long as im happy with my life
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13. The characters you love of yourself are?
+i am able.to be myself. trust me…not evry0ne have this quality.ppl usually hide behind their mask.
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14. On the contrary, the character you hate yourself are?
+ lazy freak.
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15. The most ideal person you want to be is?
+ nurfazeah. a happy version of her.always
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16. For people that care and like you, say something to them:
+ i love u guys so much!
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17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wished to know how they feel about you.
1. adrian saya
2. erma! for meeee plzzz..=p
3. syiMa rumateku.jom tserempak
4. ryna,.i know u can do this!=p
5. kilod..!
6. naem.
7. eton
8. sis bubu
9. liyaKu
10.wawa h0ney
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18. Who is no.6 having relationship with?
+no one.i dont know why he’s sooo fussy.go find one naem!
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19. Is no.9 a male or female?
+ female.a hot one
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20. If number 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
+ they are together.as best frens. n its a freakin good thing
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21. What is no.2 studying about?
+ english.n guys.n how to pretty things up.haha
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22. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
+ just now.she said her sluar bau kuih raye n die lapaq ayaq.haha=p
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23. What kind of music band does no. 8 like?
+ my sis..she’s random.she likes almost evrythin.
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24. Does no.1 have any siblings?
+ adrian..? one wonderful sista
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25. Will you woo no.3?
+ woo her? of coz.she agrees to be my gay partner.kan syima! yeay!
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26. How about number 7?
+ cuzzin ku yg rock! understanding
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27. Is no. 4 single?
+ no.she’s not.
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28. What is the surname of no.5?
+koo kien kiat laaa ape lagii.hehe.perasan la tUh
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29. What’s the hobby of no.10?
+ takin pics. shopping.studying.kan wawa.hehe
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30. Does no.5 and 9 get along well?
+ hell no.2 diff ppl.wif 2 diff world.n 2 diff attitudes.
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31. Where is no.2 studying at?
+ here.same ngan me
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32. Talk something casually about no.1?
+ he is my lover.
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33. Have you tried developing feelings for no.6?
+ naem..? hehe no he is my best guy fren ever! n that will never change..=)
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34. Where does no.9 live at?
+ liya? banGsar
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35. What colour does no.4 like?
+ black.purple maybe.
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36. Are no.5 and 1 best friends?

+no no

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37. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
+ naah..not in d world.but she’s sexxay tho.one hot gurl hehe
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38. What is no.6 doing now?
+ enjoy life i guess
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thanks nad! enjoy reading it!

::: yeaaah! yeaaah! cuti udaaah! huuu..lega..akhirnyaa ada cuti..but for only 1 week…at least better than nuthin kaan…dpat jgak rehat2 kan kepalaaa..=D so..smua guppies2 balek kmpg..im here..aint going back cuz my mom plak dtg sini got some meething..huh.. so my sis n eton accompany me here…

::: so cuti nih..i’ve plan to go to genting ngan my hubby..sis..n eton..liyaa…and wawa..H0wever.. adrian BUSY..(kan celus..budak Upsi kaN busy slalu..=p)..n liya is in Kk…while wawa x cuti..uKM x cuti.. soo.. and my sis PLak kne allergic n chicken pox..(hahahaha…ketawa Kejam)…soo..eton n i aje yG left..
we decided to go on monday cuz its eton’s buffday! so she got free ticket for outdoor theme park..huhu.. so smp genting around 10 am..n guess waaaaat!! its raining…freaKing colD theeen..kabus byk! so sah sah la the theme park tu tutOp..some of the games je yg bukak..

:: its cold maaan!! me n eton are freaaazing….but we had a great time walking around n taking pictures..haha..we had lunch and shopping in d mall and at about 1.30 pm bru lah huJan reda…syukur alhamdulillaaaah!!!..yeay.boleH main…the first ride was flying coaster..and etOn Xnak naeK wif me..so i have to ride it myself! haaaaaaaa……..gila scary..i scream sooo loud..hehe..its fun jgak la..mcm SupermaN..hehe mcm terbang2 cuz i was kinda lying face down…=p eton kat bawaH ketawa2 kan jaaa..hehe…

:: then we go n naik the ’space Shot’…gilaaaaaaa….my knees was shaking when eton n I queue in d line…we had to Q for about 45 mins before i get my turn…GILAAAAAA! mmg tecabut jantung..its hiigh sgt! jeriiit nih smp anak tekaK tecabut rasanyaa..huu…but its fun..(HUUUH..? FUN? r u kiddin me..) dh la ada budak2 Poy0 bising2 kacau Us..sucks btoL.dh la muka mcm Dinding! haa..geram btol aku…awek dia siaP usha2..mcm la aku nk tgk kat balak ko yg muka mcm jalan tar tuh! freaks! eee..huh.. then eton n i kna duduk jap afta d space shot ride..hehe..gain back out spirittt and smua organ n jantung yg tetanggal tadi.hehe..

:: we’re off to….go kart! hu..besh..but kne pkai shower cap n cuz i wore slippers..kne pkai kasut yg ada d situ..eee..basah n looks…dirty..buuuut..i have no choice.for d sake of fuN..i wore it.haha..oNce again budak2 gila yg Poyo Q blakang kami..ee..mluat aku! prangai mcm org yg tgaL dlm HUTAN…and masa Q for d Go-kart..some guys even wanna fight..some pakistan n Indian tourists..ntah la napa..nasib baik x gadoH..but who cares as long i can drive d car..hehe.. go kart mmg besT..drive laju konon..tgk2 at d c0rner i nearly crash to d tyres by d roadside..=p..we also go to d cyclone..flying dragon..basahkan diri..in d sungai ape ntah ride..spalassh air abies satu badan basaah..then masa2 tu laa angiiin yg soo cold tiuP..haaa…rasa mo tkencing sgt2..=D

:: then we took moooreee pics..had dinner n ready to go home at 8… at 8.30 the bus starts the journey to Kl central..hehek..n a guy fr0m jorDan sat beside me n beside eton as well..cuz we are seperated.. n he’s a student..doing his master..n he’s kinda cute.wif nice eyes! we had a good chat..nice meeting u wissam!..=)

:: head home..lepak2 ngan sis n eton..gossip2 n now.eton dh balik uitm sHah alam…tgal me n my sis..2moro im going to KaJang to meet my mom..yeY! miss her soo much.. and 2moro my monthly anniversary ngan my sayang.adrian

~ i love u sayang.thanks for d good times…i miss him soo much! hope he’s doing good there in UpsI.. HUgs n kisses!

==i miss my guppies as well..syima’s jokes…erma’s emo acts..ryna creepy stunts.. and nat yg cooL..hehe.smua balik kmpg..=( nVm..enjoy d hols.cuz balek cuti..ada 2 TESTS..FORUM.and sejutaaaaaaa assgment..haha.. hugs n kisses! muaaXX\

:: im also happy to d MAx cuz Hujan’s new album dh ada..n the song DUgaan..besh sgt!! love hujan! na di also got my first Hujan shirt..yeaaaaay! looking foward to see they perform….go HUjan..=)

You’ve been tagged! ok thats so lame
kne tagged by nuTz..so ngah boring2..besh gak jwab suvey nieh..layan jak

1) What is the most important thing in your life?
my family, my sayang.my guppies.babes.fwens

2) What is the last thing that you bought with your own money?
my own? aYaq kikapoo..beli pun sebab ada abangS photographer..(guppies2 laen jgn jelesh.sapa suruh balek awaL..=D)

3) Where do you wish to get married?
home in labuan n maybe here in Kl…hahah..

4) How old do you think you will be permanently owned by your love?
hurmm…

5) Are you in love?
am i? yes…

6) Where was the last restaurant you had dinner?
secret recipe…naikkan sugar in our body kan erma..=p

7) Name the latest book that you bought?
book? mags i guess..
What is your full name?
not tellin

9) Do you prefer your mother or father?
now i only have my mother..my evrythinG..=)

10) Name a person that you really wish to meet in real life for the first time.
first time? chad murray.

11) Christina or Britney?
christina.she doesnt looks sluttieee nowdays

12) Do you do your own laundry?
yesH.i mean n machine la.hehe

13) The most exciting place you want to go?
want? disneyland!

14) Hugs or kisses?
hugs.i want hugs n i need one rite about..now..hug me hug me..=P

15) Point out 5 things about the person who tagged you.
N U T
-weird/unique
-blur
-cool
-likes gadgets
-coffee freak
kan naaad.=p

16) 8 things I am passionate about:
one - ppl around me.frens.family.etc
two - music
three - love.
four - MOney
five - make ups
six - movie n hangouts
seven - shopping
eight - fun

17) 8 things I say too often:
one - sah sah la kaaan
two - OH my GOD
three - seriously
four- ha ah.
five- dah tu?
six- mase nak..takdee
seven- busyyyy
eight- assignmeeeent..(slalu sbut cuz byk glew assgment hakhak)

18) 8 books I’ve read recently:
one - Hot
two - loyalty..its interestin
three - urtv yg ada si hot remy tuh

19) 8 songs I could listen to over and over again:
* kotak hati
* hiba
* irreplaceable
* sempurna
* im y0urs
*seribu tahun
*kau peejak hatiku
*dugaan

20) 8 things I learned last year:
something bout :
* ppl change
* adapt to d environment
* love wat u have
* accept the truth
*i need t0 be strong..its easy to say when u are not the one facing it

8 people to tag:
* erma
* ryna
* syima
* naem
* kiloD
* bubu
* adrian
* eyton

TU JEW
nk tidow la.
esok movie ngan SayanG! yeay..
muahX aaall..nitey